My Birthday with my students

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Thanks to my students XI IPS 4. I'm speechless for this surprise. Figthing for you guys UAS !!!! :) :*

My Born !!

Today my born coming ! very long time I miss this !!! My age, think, n different just grow up anything. my life my future will be coming, hope so that. Thanks to Allah to created my life until I grow up here. I just thanks a lot to be here. Especially for my mom to born me in the world, dad, my little young brother, and my sister. :* :) :) hey LA wait me yaa.....

Gerund and Infinitive

Gerunds and Infinitives Here is a brief review of the differences between gerunds and infinitives. Gerunds are formed with ING. walking, talking, thinking, listening Infinitives are formed with TO. to walk, to talk, to think, to listen Jobs Gerunds and infinitives can do several jobs. Both gerunds and infinitives can be the subject of a sentence. Writing in English is difficult. To write in English is difficult. Both gerunds and infinitives can be the object of a verb. Both gerunds and infinitives can be the subject of a sentence. I like writing in English. I like to write in English. But... only gerunds can be the object of a preposition. We are talking about writing in English. Usage It is often difficult to know when to use a gerund and when to use an infinitive. These guidelines may help you. Gerunds Gerunds are often used when actions are real, concrete, or completed. For example: I stopped smoking. (The smoking was real and happened until I stopped.) Infinitives Infinitives are often used when actions are unreal, abstract, or future. For example: I stopped to smoke. (I was doing something else, and I stopped; the smoking had not happened yet.) GERUNDS AND INFINITIVES: THEIR NOUN ROLES Both gerunds and infinitives can be nouns, which means they can do just about anything that a noun can do. Although they name things, like other nouns, they normally name activities rather than people or objects. Here are five noun-uses of gerunds and infinitives (and one additional non-noun use, the adjective complement, that we throw in here, free of charge). Gerunds and infintives can both function as the subject of a sentence: a. Playing basketball takes up too much of her time. b. To play basketball for UConn is her favorite fantasy. It is not impossible for an infinitive to appear at the beginning of a sentence as the subject (as in Ib), but it is more common for an infinitive to appear as a Subject Complement: a. Her favorite fantasy is to play basketball for UConn. The gerund can also play this role: b. Her favorite fantasy is playing basketball for UConn. Both of these verbal forms can further identify a noun when they play the role of Noun Complement and Appositive: a. Her desire to play basketball for UConn became an obsession. b. I could never understand her desire to play basketball for UConn. c. Her one burning desire in life, playing basketball for UConn, seemed a goal within reach. The infinitive is often a complement used to help define an abstract noun. Here is a very partial list of abstract nouns, enough to suggest their nature. Try following these adjectives with an infinitive phrase (their desire to play in the championship game, a motivation to pass all their courses, her permission to stay up late, a gentle reminder to do your work) to see how the phrase modifies and focuses the noun. advice appeal command decision desire fact instruction motivation opportunity order permission plan possibility preparation proposal recommendation refusal reminder request requirement suggestion tendency wish Infinitive phrases often follow certain adjectives. When this happens, the infinitive is said to play the role of Adjective Complement. (This is not a noun function, but we will include it here nonetheless.) a. She was hesitant to tell the coach of her plan. b. She was reluctant to tell her parents, also. c. But she would not have been content to play high school ball forever. Here is a list of adjectives that you will often find in such constructions. ahead amazed anxious apt ashamed bound careful certain content delighted determined disappointed eager eligible fortunate glad happy hesitant liable likely lucky pleased proud ready reluctant sad shocked sorry surprised upset Although we do not find many infinitives in this next category, it is not uncommon to find gerunds taking on the role of Object of a Preposition: a. She wrote a newspaper article about dealing with college recruiters. b. She thanked her coach for helping her to deal with the pressure. Two prepositions, except and but, will sometimes take an infinitive. a. The committee had no choice except to elect Frogbellow chairperson. b. What is left for us but to pack up our belongings and leave? And, finally, both gerunds and infinitives can act as a Direct Object: Here, however, all kinds of decisions have to be made, and some of these decisions will seem quite arbitrary. The next section is about making the choice between gerund and infinitive forms as direct object. Verbs that take other verb forms as objects are called catenatives (from a word that means to link, as in a chain). Catenatives can be found at the head of a series of linked constructions, as in "We agreed to try to decide to stop eating between meals." Catenatives are also characterized by their tendency to describe mental processes and resolutions. (Kolln) Although it is seldom a serious problem for native English speakers, deciding whether to use a gerund or an infinitive after a verb can be perplexing among students for whom English is a second language. Why do we decide to run, but we would never decide running? On the other hand, we might avoid running, but we would not avoid to run. And finally, we might like running and would also like to run. It is clear that some verbs take gerunds, some verbs take infinitives, and some verbs take either. The following tables of verbs should help you understand the various options that regulate our choice of infinitive or gerund. The verbs in the table below will be followed by an infinitive. We decided to leave. He manages, somehow, to win. It is threatening to rain. Notice that many, but not all, of these verbs suggest a potential event. Some of the verbs in the following table may be followed by a gerund if they are describing an "actual, vivid or fulfilled action" (Frodesen). We love running. They began farming the land. These are described, also, below. Emotion care desire hate hate like loathe love regret yearn Choice or Intent agree choose decide decide expect hope intend need plan prefer prepare propose refuse want wish Initiation, Completion, Incompletion begin cease commence fail get hesitate manage neglect start try undertake Mental Process forget know how Learn remember Request and Promise demand offer promise swear threaten vow Intransitives appear happen Seem tend Miscellaneous afford arrange claim continue pretend wait The verbs in the next table will often be followed by an infinitive, but they will also be accompanied by a second object. We asked the intruders to leave quietly. They taught the children to swim. The teacher convinced his students to try harder. The verbs in blue, with an asterisk, can also follow the same pattern as the verbs in the table above (i.e., the second object is optional). We all wanted to go. They promised to be home early. Communication advise ask* beg* challenge command convince forbid invite order permit persuade promise* remind require tell warn urge Instruction encourage help instruct teach train Causing allow cause choose force get hire need* would like* Miscellaneous dare* expect* trust prepare* want* Gerunds accompany a form of the verb to go in many idiomatic expressions: Let's go shopping. We went jogging yesterday. She goes bowling every Friday night. The following verbs will be followed by a gerund. Did I mention reading that novel last summer? I recommend leaving while we can. I have quit smoking These verbs tend to describe actual events. Initiation, Completion and Incompletion anticipate avoid begin cease complete delay finish get through give up postpone quit risk start stop try Communication admit advise deny discuss encourage mention recommend report suggest urge Continuing Action continue can't help practice involve keep keep on Emotion appreciate dislike enjoy hate like love mind don't mind miss prefer regret can't stand resent resist tolerate Mental Process anticipate consider forget imagine recall remember see can't see understand The verbs in the following table can be followed by either an infinitive or a gerund, and there will be virtually no difference in the meaning of the two sentences. I like to play basketball in the park. I like playing basketball in the park. attempt begin continue hate like love neglect prefer regret can't stand stand start The verbs in this next, very small table can be followed by either an infinitive or a gerund, but there will be a difference in meaning. I stopped smoking means something quite different, for instance, from I stopped to smoke. The infinitive form will usually describe a potential action. forget remember stop Finally, the verbs below will be followed by either a gerund or a simple verb and a second subject will be required. I saw the team losing its composure. I overheard my landlord discussing a rent increase. (I heard Bill sing/singing.) These verbs involve the senses. Verbs Involving Senses feel hear listen to look at notice observe overhear see watch Verbs of perception — hear, see, watch — and a handful of other verbs — help, let, and make — will take what is called the bare infinitive, an infinitive without the particle "to." This is true of these verbs only in the active voice. a. We watched him clear the table. b. They heard the thief crash through the door. c. She made me do it. d. We helped her finish the homework. Using Possessives with Gerunds Do we say "I can't stand him singing in the shower," or do we say "I can't stand his singing in the shower"? Well, you have to decide what you find objectionable: is it him, the fact that he is singing in the shower, or is it the singing that is being done by him that you can't stand? Chances are, it's the latter, it's the singing that belongs to him that bugs you. So we would say, "I can't stand his singing in the shower." On the other hand, do we say "I noticed your standing in the alley last night"? Probably not, because it's not the action that we noticed; it's the person. So we'd say and write, instead, "I noticed youstanding in the alley last night." Usually, however, when a noun or pronoun precedes a gerund, that noun or pronoun takes a possessive form. This is especially true of formal, academic writing. There are exceptions to this. (What would the study of language be without exceptions?) • When the noun preceding the gerund is modified by other words, use the common form of that noun, not the possessive. a. Federico was pleased by Carlos's making the Dean's List for the first time. but b. Federico was pleased by Carlos, his oldest son, making the Dean's List for the first time. When the noun preceding the gerund is plural, collective, or abstract, use the common form of that noun, not the possessive. c. Professor Villa was amazed by her students working as hard as they did. d. The class working collaboratively was somebody else's idea. e. It was a case of old age getting the better of them. There are certain situations in which the possessive and the gerund create an awkward combination. This seems to be particularly true when indefinite pronouns are involved. f. I was shocked by somebody's making that remark. This would be greatly improved by saying, instead . . . g. I was shocked that somebody would make that remark. This is also true when the "owner" of the gerund comes wrapped in a noun phrase: o I was thankful for the guy next door shoveling snow from my driveway. Gerunds and infinitives are verb forms that can take the place of a noun in a sentence. The following guidelines and lists will help you figure out whether a gerund or infinitive is needed. Following a verb (gerund or infinitive) Both gerunds and infinitives can replace a noun as the object of a verb. Whether you use a gerund or an infinitive depends on the main verb in the sentence. Consult the lists below to find out which form to use following which verbs. I expect to have the report done by Friday. [INFINITIVE] I anticipate having the report done by Friday. [GERUND] Some common verbs followed by a gerund (note that phrasal verbs, marked here with *, always fall into this category): acknowledge She acknowledged receiving assistance. * accuse of He was accused of smuggling contraband goods. admit They admitted falsifying the data. advise The author advises undertaking further study. anticipate He anticipates having trouble with his supervisor. appreciate I appreciated having a chance to read your draft. avoid He avoided answering my question. complete I finally completed writing my thesis. consider They will consider granting you money. defer She deferred writing her report. delay We delayed reporting the results until we were sure. deny They denied copying the information. discuss They discussed running the experiments again. entail This review procedure entails repeating the test. * look after He will look after mailing the tickets. * insist on He insisted on proofreading the article again. involve This procedure involves testing each sample twice. justify My results justify taking drastic action. mention The author mentions seeing this event. * plan on They had planned on attending the conference. postpone The committee has postponed writing the report. recall I cannot recall getting those results before. resent He resented spending so much time on the project. recommend She recommends reading Marx. resist The writer resists giving any easy answers. risk She risks losing her viewing time. sanction They will not sanction copying without permission. suggest I suggest repeating the experiment. * take care of He will take care of sending it to you. tolerate She can't tolerate waiting for results. Some common verbs followed by an infinitive: afford We cannot afford to hesitate. agree The professors agreed to disagree. appear The results appear to support your theory. arrange They had arranged to meet at noon. beg I beg to differ with you. care Would you care to respond? claim She claims to have new data. consent Will you consent to run for office? decide When did he decide to withdraw? demand I demand to see the results of the survey. deserve She deserves to have a fair hearing. expect The committee expects to decide by tomorrow. fail The trial failed to confirm his hypothesis. hesitate I hesitate to try the experiment again. hope What do you hope to accomplish? learn We have learned to proceed with caution. manage How did she manage to find the solution? neglect The author neglected to provide an index. need Do we need to find new subjects? offer We could offer to change the time of the meeting. plan They had planned to attend the conference. prepare He was not prepared to give a lecture. pretend I do not pretend to know the answer. promise They promise to demonstrate the new equipment. refuse She refused to cooperate any longer. seem Something seems to be wrong with your design. struggle We struggled to understand her point of view. swear He swears to tell the truth. threaten The team threatened to stop their research. volunteer Will you volunteer to lead the group? wait We could not wait to hear the outcome. want She did not want to go first. wish Do you wish to participate? Following a preposition (gerund only) Gerunds can follow a preposition; infinitives cannot. Can you touch your toes without bending your knees? He was fined for driving over the speed limit. She got the money by selling the car. A corkscrew is a tool for taking corks out of bottles. Note: Take care not to confuse the preposition "to" with an infinitive form, or with an auxiliary form such as have to, used to, going to He went back to writing his paper. [PREPOSITION + GERUND] I used to live in Mexico. [AUXILIARY + VERB] I want to go home. [VERB + INFINITIVE] Following an indirect object (infinitive only) Some verbs are followed by a pronoun or noun referring to a person, and then an infinitive. Gerunds cannot be used in this position. Some common verbs followed by an indirect object plus an infinitive: ask I must ask you to reconsider your statement. beg They begged her to stay for another term. cause His findings caused him to investigate further. challenge Wilkins challenged Watson to continue the research. convince Can we convince them to fund our study? encourage She encouraged him to look beyond the obvious. expect They did not expect us to win an award. forbid The author forbade me to change his wording. force They cannot force her to reveal her sources. hire Did the department hire him to teach the new course? instruct I will instruct her to prepare a handout. invite We invite you to attend the ceremony. need They need her to show the slides. order He ordered the group to leave the building. persuade Can we persuade you to contribute again? remind Please remind him to check the references. require They will require you to submit an outline. teach We should teach them to follow standard procedures. tell Did she tell him to make three copies? urge I urge you to read the instructions before you begin. want I do not want you to have an accident. warn Why didn't they warn me to turn down the heat? Verbs Followed by Gerunds 9 = verb followed by a gerund OR a noun + an infinitive 13 = verb followed by a gerund OR an infinitive with a difference in meaning 14 = verb followed by a gerund OR an infinitive with little difference in meaning admit He admitted cheating on the test. advise [9] The doctor generally advised drinking low-fat milk. allow [9] Ireland doesn't allow smoking in bars. anticipate I anticipated arriving late. appreciate I appreciated her helping me. avoid He avoided talking to her. begin [14] I began learning Chinese. can't bear [14] He can't bear having so much responsibility. can't help He can't help talking so loudly. can't see I can't see paying so much money for a car. can't stand [14] He can't stand her smoking in the office. cease [14] The government ceased providing free healthcare. complete He completed renovating the house. consider She considered moving to New York. continue [14] He continued talking. defend The lawyer defended her making such statements. delay He delayed doing his taxes. deny He denied committing the crime. despise She despises waking up early. discuss We discussed working at the company. dislike She dislikes working after 5 PM. don't mind I don't mind helping you. dread [13] She dreads getting up at 5 AM. encourage [9] He encourages eating healthy foods. enjoy We enjoy hiking. finish [13] He finished doing his homework. forget [13] I forgot giving you my book. hate [14] I hate cleaning the bathroom. imagine He imagines working there one day. involve The job involves traveling to Japan once a month. keep She kept interrupting me. like [14] She likes listening to music. love [14] I love swimming. mention He mentioned going to that college. mind Do you mind waiting here for a few minutes. miss She misses living near the beach. need [13] The aquarium needs cleaning. neglect [14] Sometimes she neglects doing her homework. permit [9] California does not permit smoking in restaurants. postpone He postponed returning to Paris. practice She practiced singing the song. prefer [14] He prefers sitting at the back of the movie theater. propose [14] I proposed having lunch at the beach. quit [13] She quit worrying about the problem. recall Tom recalled using his credit card at the store. recollect She recollected living in Kenya. recommend Tony recommended taking the train. regret [13] She regretted saying that. remember [13] I remember telling her the address yesterday. report He reported her stealing the money. require [9] The certificate requires completing two courses. resent Nick resented Debbie's being there. resist He resisted asking for help. risk He risked being caught. start [14] He started studying harder. stop [13] She stopped working at 5 o'clock. suggest They suggested staying at the hotel. tolerate I tolerated her talking. try [13] Sam tried opening the lock with a paperclip. understand I understand his quitting. urge [9] They urge recycling bottles and paper. Berikut adalah Daftar verbs yang diikuti oleh Gerund menurut Buku Understanding and Using English Grammar Karangan Betty S. Azar (2002:318): 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 Admit Advise Anticipate Appreciate Avoid Can’t bear Begin Complete Consider Continue Delay Deny Discuss Dislike Enjoy Finish Forget Hate Can’t help Keep Like Love Mention Mind Miss Postpone Practice Prefer Quit Recall Recollect Recommend Regret Remember Resent Resist Risk Can’t stand Start Stop Suggest Tolerate Try Understand He admitted stealing the money She advised waiting until tomorrow I anticipate having a good time on vacation I appreciated hearing from them He avoided answering my questions I can’t bear waiting in long lines It began raining I finally completed writing my term paper I will consider going with you He continued speaking He delayed leaving for school He denied committing the crime They discussed opening a new business I dislike driving long distances We enjoyed visiting them She finished studying about ten I’ll never forget visiting Napoleon’s tomb I hate making silly mistakes I can’t help worrying about it I keep hoping he will come I like going to movies I love going to operas She mentioned going to a movie Would you mind helping me with this? I miss being with my family Let’s postpone leaving until tomorrow The athlete practiced throwing the ball Ann prefers walking to driving to work He quit trying to solve the problem I don’t recall meeting him before I don’t recollect meeting him before She recommended seeing the show I regret telling him my secret I can’t remember meeting him when I was a child I resent her interfering in my business I couldn’t resist eating the dessert She risks losing all of her money I can’t stand waiting in long lines It started raining She stopped going to classes when she got sick She suggested going to a movie She won’t tolerate cheating during an examination I try changing the light bulb, but the lamp still didn’t work I don’t understand his leaving school Adjective + Preposition Combinations Followed by Gerunds The following is ONLY A SAMPLE LIST of the most commonly used adjective + preposition combinations that can be followed by gerunds. accustomed to He is accustomed to having his own office. addicted to She is addicted to watching TV. afraid of She is afraid of speaking in public. anxious about Norma is anxious about making the presentation. bored of I am bored of doing the same old job. capable of He is capable of winning a gold medal. committed to She is committed to improving her English. concerned about Nancy was concerned about being late. content with Tim is content with winning second place. dedicated to The organization is dedicated to ending poverty. devoted to The money will be devoted to protecting the environment. disappointed with Fiona was disappointed with coming in third place. discouraged by He was discouraged by not getting the job. excited about The researcher was excited about going to Africa. famous for That actor is famous for being extremely weird. fond of She is fond of having picnics. frightened of She is frightened of being alone at night. guilty of The banker was guilty of stealing money. happy about He was happy about winning the lottery. interested in She is interested in becoming a doctor. involved in He was involved in making the movie. known for She was known for causing problems. opposed to They are opposed to building a new road in the park. proud of He was proud of having completed the marathon. remembered for She is remembered for protecting mountain gorillas. responsible for He is responsible for causing the damage. scared of Tina is scared of being alone at night. terrified of The surfer is terrified of being attacked by a shark. tired from She is tired from working all day. tired of Margaret is tired of making dinner every night. worried about The hikers were worried about not having enough water. Gerund after prepositions (adjectives) We use the Gerund after the following phrases: afraid of They are afraid of losing the match. angry about/at Pat is angry about walking in the rain. bad at good at John is good at working in the garden. clever at He is clever at skateboarding. crazy about The girl is crazy about playing tennis. disappointed about/at He is disappointed about seeing such a bad report. excited about We are excited about making our own film. famous for Sandy is famous for singing songs. fed up with I'm fed up with being treated as a child. fond of Hannah is fond of going to parties. glad about She is glad about getting married again. happy about/at The children are not happy about seeing a doctor. interested in Are you interested in writing poems? keen on Joe is keen on drawing. proud of She is proud of riding a snowboard. sick of We're sick of sitting around like this. sorry about/for He's sorry for eating in the lesson. tired of I'm tired of waiting for you. used to She is used to smoking. worried about I'm worried about making mistakes. Verbs Followed by Infinitives 8 = verb followed by an infinitive OR an optional noun + an infinitive 13 = verb followed by a gerund OR an infinitive with a difference in meaning 14 = verb followed by a gerund OR an infinitive with little difference in meaning Agree Tom agreed to help me. Appear His health appeared to be better. Arrange Naomi arranged to stay with her cousin in Miami. ask [8] She asked to leave. begin [13] He began to talk. can't bear [14] He can't bear to be alone. can't stand [14] Nancy can't stand to work the late shift. Care He doesn't care to participate in the activity. cease [14] The government ceased to provide free healthcare. choose [8] I chose to help. Claim She claimed to be a princess. continue [14] She continued to talk. Decide We decided to go to Hawaii. Demand He demanded to speak to Mr. Harris. Deserve He deserves to go to jail. dread [13] I dread to think what might happen. expect [8] They expect to arrive early. Fail He failed to get enough money to pay for the new project. forget [13] I forgot to lock the door when I left. get (be allowed to) Debbie gets to go to the concert next week! Why can't I? Happen She happened to be at the bank when it was robbed. hate [14] He hates to clean dishes. Hesitate She hesitated to tell me the problem. Hope I hope to begin college this year. Intend We intend to visit you next spring. Learn I learned to speak Japanese when I was a kid. like [14] Samantha likes to read. love [14] We love to scuba dive. Manage He managed to open the door without the key. need [8,13] I need to study. neglect [14] She neglected to tell me the date of the meeting. Offer Frank offered to drive us to the supermarket. Plan We plan to go to Europe this summer. prefer [14] He prefers to eat at 7 PM. prepare [8] They prepared to take the test. Pretend The child pretended to be a monster. promise [8] She promised to stop smoking. propose [14] Drew proposed to pay for the trip. Refuse The guard refused to let them enter the building. regret [13] I regret to inform you that your application was rejected. remember [13] Did you remember to lock the door when you left? Seem Nancy seemed to be disappointed. start [13] Marge started to talk really fast. Swear She swore to tell the truth. Tend He tends to be a little shy. threaten [8] He threatened to leave forever. try [13] Mary tried to lift the table, but it was too heavy. Vow He vowed to get revenge. Wait She waited to buy a movie ticket. want [8] I want to study Spanish. wish [8] I wish to stay. would like [8] (meaning "wish" or "want") We would like to start now. Yearn Melanie yearns to travel somewhere exotic. Be + Adjective Combinations Followed by Infinitives be amazed He was amazed to discover the truth. be anxious She was anxious to start her new job. be ashamed He was ashamed to admit he had lied. be bound She is bound to be elected class president. be careful They were careful not to reveal the winner of the prize until the end. be certain She is certain to get the job. be content The student was content to receive second place in the competition. be delighted We were delighted to be invited to the wedding. be determined He was determined to finish the marathon. be eager He was eager to begin. be eligible They were not eligible to participate in the program. be fortunate She was fortunate to receive the research grant. be glad I would be glad to help out. be happy She was happy to see them at the party. be hesitant Mary was hesitant to say anything. be liable The mountain climber is liable to hurt himself if he doesn't use well-made equipment. be likely They are likely to show up at any time. be lucky You were lucky to have such an opportunity. be pleased I am pleased to meet you. be proud He was proud to have been chosen to lead the project. be ready I'm ready to go now. be reluctant The witness was reluctant to reveal what he had seen. be sad She was really sad to leave. be shocked He was shocked to discover the truth. be sorry I am sorry to have to tell you that the tickets are sold out. be surprised She was surprised to discover that he had never learned how to swim. Part 1. Using GERUNDS 1.1. A gerund is an -ing form of a verb that is used as a noun rather than as a verb. Because it is used as a noun, it can appear in any sentence position that any noun can occupy. Examples: GERUND = swimming SENTENCE POSITION Swimming is good exercise. SUBJECT of the sentence She likes swimming every day. DIRECT OBJECT of the VERB like She is crazy about swimming in the ocean. OBJECT of the PREPOSITIONabout 1.2. Many common verbs are followed by gerunds. These verbs may be one-word verbs or two-word verbs. Examples: GERUND = swimming VERB TYPE She investigated swimming with the team. One-word investigated She looked into swimming with the team. Two-word looked into List of Common Verbs Followed By Gerunds Admit enjoy regret Advise finish remember Anticipate forget resent Appreciate keep resist Avoid mention risk Complete Mind stop Consider Miss suggest Delay Postpone tolerate Deny Practice understand Discuss Quit Dislike Recommend 1.3. Many common adjectives (and prepositions) are followed by gerunds. Make note of the preposition that follows each adjective. Examples: GERUND = joining PREPOSITION She is interested in joining the team. in She is excited about joining with the team. about List of Common Adjectives Followed By Gerunds accustomed to done with limited to afraid of envious of patient with angry at excited about prepared for annoyed with exposed to proud of aware of familiar with related to bored with filled with relevant to capable of finished with remembered for committed to fond of responsible for concerned about grateful for satisfied with connected to guilty of scared of content with innocent of terrified of convinced of interested in tired of crowded with involved in upset with dedicated to jealous of used to disappointed in known for worried about 1.4. In the negative form, the word not comes before the gerund. Examples: GERUND = cycling VERB TYPE She considered cycling up the mountain. affirmative She considered not cycling up the mountain. negative Part 2. Using INFINITIVES 2.1. An infinitive is the word to and the SIMPLE/BASE/DICTIONARY form of a verb. Examples: INFINITIVE = to swim It is good to swim every day. She likes to swim in the morning. 2.2. Many common verbs are followed by infinitives. List of Common Verbs Followed By Infinitives agree Fail prepare appear Forget pretend ask Hesitate promise beg Hope refuse care Learn regret claim Manage remember consent Mean seem decide Need threaten demand Offer wait deserve Plan wish expect Prepare want 2.3. Many verbs that are followed by an infinitive may take a noun or pronoun between them. Examples: INFINITIVE = to join NOUN OR PRONOUN She convinced him to join the team. PRONOUN him She convinced Bob to join the team. NOUN Bob List of Common Verbs Followed By Noun/Pronoun and Infinitive advise expect permit allow forbid persuade ask force remind beg hire require cause instruct teach challenge invite tell convince need urge dare order want encourage warn 2.4. In the negative form, the word not comes before the infinitive. Examples: INFINITIVE = to cycle VERB TYPE She promised to cycle up the mountain. affirmative She promised not to cycle up the mountain. negative She promised us not to cycle up the mountain. pronoun + negative Part 3. Using GERUNDS or INFINITIVES - no change in meaning 3.1.Some verbs can be followed by either a gerund or an infinitive, with little or no change in meaning. List of Common Verbs Followed By Gerunds or Infinitives - Same Meaning afford (can't) bear begin cease commence continue dread hate like loathe love neglect prefer propose (can't) stand start Part 4. Using GERUNDS or INFINITIVES - big change in meaning 4.1.Some verbs can be followed by either a gerund or an infinitive, with A BIG change in meaning. Examples: VERB FOLLOWED BY: SENTENCE MEANING INFINITIVE I forgot to eat lunch. I DID NOT eat lunch today. GERUND I forgoteating lunch. I DID eat lunch today. I just did not remember at the time you asked me. List of Common Verbs Followed By Gerunds or Infinitives - Different Meaning attempt forget mean regret remember try

Packing for the new little house 'kossan'

Dari kemarin udah persiapin barang bawaan alis baju tapi sih nyicil nyicil dulu, lagipula bawa koper sedang aja tuh lom cukup hehe... bingung bawaanya itu selimut tebal huhuh...benerran udah mo pindah aja ini. Ga bisa diperkirakan deh bawanya masalahnya itu barangnya mo dibawa masuk tapi mobil gabisa masuk kalo misalkan ada ajalan buat masuk mobil tapi yasudalah...
Semangat jadi anak kossan betah ga betah di betahhin aja memang resiko mau nge-koss harus mandiri yayayaya :P

Katy perry - Last friday night (T.G.I.F)

There's a stranger in my bed
There's a pounding in my head
Glitter all over the room
Pink flamingos in the pool

I smell like a mini bar
DJ's passed out in the yard
Barbies on the barbecue
Is this a hickey or a bruise?

PRE-CHORUS
Pictures of last night ended up online
I'm screwed! Oh well!
It's a blacked out blur but I'm pretty sure
It ruled!
Damn!

CHORUS
Last Friday night
Yeah, we danced on table tops
And we took too many shots
Think we kissed but I forgot?!

Last Friday night
Yeah, we maxed our credit cards
And got kicked out of the bar
So we hit the boulevard

Last Friday night
We went streaking in the park
Skinny dipping in the dark
Then had a ménage à trois

Last Friday night
Yeah I think we broke the law
Always say we're gonna stop-op (woah-oh)
But this Friday night, do it all again
But this Friday night, do it all again

Trying to connect the dots
Don't know what to tell my boss
Think the city towed my car
Chandelier is on the floor

Ripped my favourite party dress
Warrants out for my arrest
Think I need a ginger ale
That was such an epic fail!

PRE-CHORUS
Pictures of last night ended up online
I'm screwed! Oh well!
It's a blacked-out blur but I'm pretty sure
It ruled!
Damn!

CHORUS
Last Friday night
Yeah, we danced on table tops
And we took too many shots
Think we kissed but I forgot?!

Last Friday night
Yeah, we maxed our credit cards
And got kicked out of the bar
So we hit the boulevard

Last Friday night
We went streaking in the park
Skinny dipping in the dark
Then had a ménage à trois

Last Friday night
Yeah I think we broke the law
Always say we're going to stop-op (woah-oh)
This Friday night, do it all again
This Friday night, do it all again

This Friday night
Do it all again!
T.G.I.F.!
T.G.I.F.!
T.G.I.F.!
T.G.I.F.!
T.G.I.F.!
T.G.I.F.!
T.G.I.F.!
{saxophone solo}

CHORUS
Last Friday night
Yeah, we danced on table tops
And we took too many shots
Think we kissed but I forgot?!

Last Friday night
Yeah, we maxed our credit cards
And got kicked out of the bar
So we hit the boulevard

Last Friday night
We went streaking in the park
Skinny dipping in the dark
Then had a ménage à trois

Last Friday night
Yeah I think we broke the law
Always say we're going to stop-op (woah-oh)
This Friday night
Do it all again!

Lenka - Hearts skip a beat

Heart skips a beat, my heart skips a beat

My heart is playing tricks on me
And it's building bricks on me
I can't break through
And I can't face you

My world is turning slowly now
But it's burning up somehow
I need some time
To know what's right
'Cause it's only in the quiet that I feel some relief

I'm trying hard not to resist the joy
Don't listen to me I'm being paranoid
I might try hard but it's too hard to avoid
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat

My heart is always first to know
And as the feeling grows
I can't deny push those thoughts aside
My world is full of loveliness
But I focus on the stress
My heart says ''Go'' but my brain says ''No''
And it's only in the quiet that I hear myself breathe

I'm trying hard not to resist the joy
Don't listen to me I'm being paranoid
I might try hard but it's too hard to avoid
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat

Oh I know this time 'cause it's physical
My blood has stopped and I am breathless as well
But I need a minute to convince myself
'Cause it's only in the quiet that I know what to feel

I'm trying hard not to resist the joy
Don't listen to me I'm being paranoid
I might try heard but it's too hard to avoid

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat

I'm trying hard not to resist the joy
Don't listen to me I'm being paranoid
I might try hard but it's too hard to avoid

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat

Love - Keyshia Cole

I used to think that I wasn't fine enough
And I used to think that I wasn't wild enough
But I won't waste my time tryin' to figure, out
why you playing games, whats this all about
And I can't believe,
Your hurting me
I met your girl, what a difference
What you see in her
You aint see in me
But i guess it was all just make-believe

[Chorus]

Oh, Love
never knew what I was missing
but I knew once we started kissin'
I found......
Love
never knew what I was missin'
but I knew once we start kissin'
I found.....

[Verse 2]

I can go, what am I gonna do
I'm so oo empty
my heart, my soul can't go on
Go on baby without you....
My rainy days fade away when you,
come around please tell me baby
why you go so far away
Why you go...

[Chorus]

Love......
never knew what I was missing
but I knew once we started kissin'
I found......
Love
never knew what I was missin'
but I knew once we start kissin'
I found.....

I found you
yeaaahhhh
oooooo

Now you go, what am I gonna do
I'm sooo empty
my heart, my soul can't go on
Go on baby without you....
Rainy days fade away
when you come around
say your here to stay
With me boy
I don't want you to leave me
I need you.........

Nolita Fairytale - VanessaCarlton

I know, you know, we don’t see
We sow our truth, wait patiently

I walk the streets with a song in my head
We ebb and we flow so
Got my toes on my pup at the foot of my bed
My heart always seems to know
Now take the glitz back, I want the soul instead
Cos I found some kind of fairytale

I used to
Hover outside my truth
Always worry of what I’d lose
Take away my record deal
Go on, I don’t need it
Spent the last 2 years getting to what’s real
And now I can see so clear
I hope you feel just like I feel
I found some kind of fairytale

Want a garden by the ocean tide
Because I lose my way searching for stage lights
Well, Stevie knows and I thank her so
Cos it’s your seeds I sow
And now I know

Nolita flat on rent control
That’s the life I choose
And you drag me to the fashion show
The poses that I see through
The movies in the afternoon

Cos I found some kind of fairytale
Nolita Fairytale
Ba da da da da da, Ba da da da da da
Nolita Fairytale
Ba da da da da da, Ba da da da da da

Nolita Fairytale
Nolita Fairytale
Nolita Fairytale

behel oh behel

dulu liat orang orang make behel ko enak aja diliatnya manis aja ko senyum ada yang bling bling gtu.. ingin rasain katanya harganya mahal ini itulah sekarang oh tidak ada yg murahlah bisa dicicil dan baru taunya lagi behel itu ada yg bisa dibuka dan di permanent gtu deh... berawal masuk ke dok gigi biasanya tp yg pas baru tau persyaratannya ya ampuun hati hati bgt ini... masyaallah niat mo rapiin gigi begtu kata dok gigi...

tapi sekarang uda hampir setahun make behel hmmm alhamdulliah ada peningkatan ! tinggal setahun lagi aku make behel yooooo hehe....

anak kuliah semester 3 jurusan apa???

beh. . inikah namanya jaman, anak gahol/gaul/keren/caul/tekerenkeren pang. . huh bisa dikira jaman ini kebolakbalik kali yee.. mana bisa diperkirakan begitu? liat sisi kebelakangnya. ada anak kelas 2 SMP dikira orang udah kelas 1 SMA, ada kelas 2 SMA dikira udah kuliah semester 3. beh orang juga liat dari pandangan dìri kita dan cara berpakaian kita juga. hhm meskipun kata orang dibilang begitu itu keliatan dewasa. masa iya dewasa??? kedengarran satu kali iya gapapa tp kalo orang yg ga kenal kita bilang begitu, apa nda tersiksa kah?? (ada yang merasa dibilang tua kah? pdhal kan masih sekolah) ttpi bnyak orang menjawab "amin/makasih/besyukur" ada satu kata yang masih ku ingat sampai sekarang ini..
Ibu-ibu : dek kuliah dimana kamu?
nah lho ada apa ini kada g salah dengar kah ini??? ta apalah itu cuma ibu2 aja. tapi setiap ketemu teman guru mamah or saudara mapa. .
Temanteman mama : eh cantik nah anakmu.. sudah semester berapa? kuliahnya dimana nak??
"what??" sudah ke berapa kalikah ibu memberi pertanyaan begini begitu. . muha ku mu taruh dimana kah ini? munyak abis kah permalukan diri ini ! rasanya aku harus lari sampai ke tengah hutan. . cuma hati terjawab "jujur ga gue ya? or boong or iya tpi masih sekolah tante. . or iya tpi muka ku mu taruh dimana ini??
ada kata yang saya jawab ini, , "aku masih sekolah SMA tante" *maaf ta kusebutkan kelas lewat ini :p* dengan malunya tersenyum.
ada 1orang ibu menjawab kaget ternganga "ooalah kada nda tahu kamu masih sekolah. habisnya model badan kamu udah kayak kuliahan semester 3 berumur 19th"
hah ! :o masa iya??

Jojo-how to touch a girl

1..2..3..4..

Ohhh...

I think I could like you I
Already do
Feelings can grow but
They can go away too
You're takin my hand
Lookin into my eyes
Don't be in a rush to
Get me tonight

I feel something happening
Could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby
Gotta satisfy my heart

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Do you know how to touch,
know how to touch a girl?
Do you know how to touch,
know how to touch a girl?

I think I could like you
But I keep holding back
Cause I can't seem to tell
If you're fiction or fact
Show me you can laugh
Show me you can cry
Show me who you really are
Deep down inside

Do you feel something happening?
Could this be for real?
I don't know right now but tonight we'll reveal

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Do you know how to touch,
know how to touch a girl?
Do you know how to touch,
know how to touch a girl?

Bring me some flowers
Conversation for hours
To see if we really connect
And baby if we do
Ooh I'll be givin all my love to you
Ohh

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Do you know how to touch,
know how to touch a girl? (Yeah, yeah)
Do you know how to touch,
know how to touch a girl?

You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Cerita Masa masa di 2009...

hanya ini aku bisa menceritakan... ada ada aja deh cerita yg bikin kpikiran sampai aku baca baca lagi cerita di note book 2009 kemarin .. (nostalgiaaaa lagi deeh)

mulai dari mana nih ku tulis ceritanya? sampai ku pinjam laptop kaka demi ini saja... habisnya d komputer malah geje lah

Awal Bulan...

masa masa SMA masih jauuh dehh masih begitu lah... bukannya tambah berubah dikit ke di tahun baru 2009...

ehm masih sangat taq ada perubahan sama pelajaran yang bikin akuu kegok setengah di otakku ini yap KIMIA.. pelajaran yg mendasar buat SMA ku weleh" guruku yg cantik dan juga kaya ini memang asal tau aja dgn perkembangan murid"nya...

dulu masa kelas X akuu tuh ga bisa berkutik lah..ya ga usah jauh dari kata DIAM ! ehhmm akuu sering di kritik harus bisa... ya elah mati kutu dah akuu ratarata pandai membaca pikiran dan orang pada ngatri deh alias ajeb ajeb otaknya ! aseeeeeemmm ! akuu jd bengong bego kyk orang ga tau lah...

weitzz akuu beruntung lah selama masuk SMA ini lah akuu bertemu teman masa SMP yaa cuma beda kelas dulu... akhirnya akuu sekelas sama Putri Megantari yap sii Uty ini memang jago tari lho sejak zaman SMP.... dan teman SD pulaa bisa jadi sekelas lagi dan dia jadi ketua kelas lho..yap Laila Oktavia di sapa Lala..orangnya gokil sumpah abiss..pi jaman SD yaah tanyatanya cerita dulu masih ingat ga yg sering Nangissin akuu di kls 1 Sd (hayaaaahhh ingat benar gue ceritaiin) ckckckc tangkapan yg ingat !

yaa karena semester 2 inilah mule ada perubahan alhasil berkat teman bisa lah itu faktor pendukungnnya hehehe...

sebenarnya akuu malu ajah deh hehehe masih kaku aja deh bukan akuu diam tapai masih gtulah hehehe...

pertengahan bulan...
semakin banyak yg tahu ttg detail detailnya gimana..asmi ! tugas hapalan agama bnyak beuuud ! huhuhu baru tahu aku masa SMA byk ckckck (jalani apa adanya)

kalo masalah pe-er mah masih tanya tanya sana sani, di kelas kompak deh keren dehhh (gue suka gaya lo teman !) huhuhueffff bakalan anteng deh end then kompak abis dehh...

saat pemilihan jurusan...

ini adalah hal yg bagi ku sulit kan dalam ini... sampai ku bingung mo milih apa..
aku : mah sari bingung mah mo milih apa mah? (bingung keluar keringat sambil memegang surat jurusan)

mama : yaa apa yg kamu bisa di jurusan itu, dan sesuai kemampuan kamu bisa di mana? (respon mama yg juga liat bingung kepada ku)

aku : ya aku bingung mah yg mana harus ku pilih.. klo IPA di fisika aku ga terlalu jago apalagi kimia dan matematika ipa terpadu brrrrr..... tapi bnayk bisa ngambil jurusan utuk kuliah nanti mah? (mati kata deh!)

mamah : ya sudah nak yg penting ikut kata hati mu aja yaa.. jgn ikut ikuttan dari orang orang... masuk jurusan itu jgn salah pilih lho... yg penting ini juga buat masa depan mu... mamah dukung dukung aja,,,,
hanya terdiam mendengarkan perkataan mama tadi, dan akuu hanya bisa menangis di hati saja...

lalu akuu ga tinggal diam aja. langsung ku tanya sama kaka ku yg kuliah d semarang

lewat telepon...

aku : vi gue di kasih surat jurusan vi... kira kira gue masuk mana ya? (pertannyaan yg bodoh ! lagi pula yg milih kan aku, mana bisa tahu kaka ku bisa nebak jurusan apa.. ckckck abisnya gugup aja ini)

novi : oo loe udah d kasih Ri suratnya? hhm seterah loe mo masuk juru apa? ya semampu loe dimananya bisanya apa?

aku : yaa tapi gue bingung vi... tapi gue di ajakkin masuk IPA aja gtu.. ya pi lom gue jawab...(ragu ragu menjawab ga berani)

novi : lha ! kayak gtu jgn ngikuttin apa kata temen lo, nanti disana masuk tapi otak ga ada alias ga masuk lagi... lebih baik apa kata hati lo aja yaa...(respon dukung)
kalo gue IPA dulu juga agak stres matian matian gue ngerjain pulaa... ya penuh perjuangan lah jgn IPA deh mnding IPS aja klo d IPA loe mampu ga????

akuu : yaa iya siih mmang gue pilih IPS aja tapi.... (raguragu menjawabnya)

novi : IPS IPS aja lah Ri,,, jgn ikut2 orang ! jgn di liat dari IPAnya Ri? mmang gue, mama dan papa dari IPA pi apa lo kuat Ri?? gue aja IPA susah bgt Ri... apalagi wktu tes SPMB juga tesnya susah bgt malah yg matematika dasar ! huee susah bgt... yaa untungnya gue bersyukur alhamduliiah lah bisa lolos d SPMB ngmbil kesehatan masyarakat di UNDIP. lebih baik ikuttin apa kata hati Lo?

akuu : hhm iya udah

masa masa kompak tapi aneh...
1. waktu acara lomba lomba antar kelas kita kompak pke hiasiin segala dehhh wkwkwk
2. 1 kelas ga ada yg mau ikut lomba dan kelas ku di anggap gugur hahaha.. super duewper dehhh
3. punya teman dari Kalimantan Barat (klo ga salah dari pontianak bener ga tuh kalbar??) namanya Hatoli biasa anak anak manggil "papi tomo" hahhaa biasa laganya dia udah dewasa dan bahasa kalimantan cuco loco deh....
4. kompak saat waktu nilai matematika remedi 1 kelas ! aseeeeeeeeeeemmmm tuh ko bisa yaa?

masa mo ujian kenaikan kelas...
sebenarnya bnyak yg pandai pandai menata rapi kisi kisi soal sampai temanku nulis dari A-Z buseet deh rajin yaahh patut di contoh.... toh ! (jowonya keluar)

kompakkkan berdoa semoga kita naik kelas dgan nilai yg baiik....

jelang liburan tibaaaaaaa....
sebelum libur ujian selesai terus babak pilihan jurusab apa. dan akhirnya aku dapat IPS ya gapapa akuu harus jalani sampai aku lulus nanti amiiiin ! berharap buat masa depan.. SEMANGAT sari!!!

liburan sepupu dari makasar main ke jakarta..yeepii udah belasan taun ga pernah ketemu paling" wktu kecil aja ..... masamsaa liburan bingung aja hehe ga kemana mana....


masuk sekolah..

awal masuk ga masuk 3 hari karena sakit yg bikin baru tahu sekarang apa? ehhm,,

baru tahu klo IPS benar benar sosialis bgt hhm pemahaman yg betul matang inilah pengalaman harus di jalani dgn sebaik baiknya !

di ultah ta ada yg seruu

wktu saat menjelang ultah Rifky, Novi dan akuu di saat bulan yg sama (november) pula tapi klo tgl mah berderet lho... tapi sebelomnya wktu ortu brngkt haji udh d kasih uang masing masing Rp 100ribu/orang lho.. pie iki pah... segini toh kasihnya? ya wees lah nda apa apa... :)
tapi yg penting hanya doa dr ortu akuu senang itu sudah suatu kado buat anaknya,,,):

Tik tok by Kesha

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy (Hey, what up girl?)
Put my glasses on, Im out the door - Im gonna hit this city (Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
Cause when I leave for the night, I aint coming back
Im talking - pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-toping, playing our favorite cds
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

[CHORUS]
Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party dont stop, no
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh
Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party dont stop, no
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

Aint got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Aint got no money in my pocket, but Im already here
Now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger
Im talking about
Errybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys trying to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk
Now, now - we goin til they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us down

[CHORUS]

Bridge:
DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
You got me now
You got that sound
Yeah, you got me
DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
Put your hands up
Put your hands up

No, the party dont start until I walk in

my Cerpen - Sahabat kok jadi Cinta siih?

“Karin. Ayo kita berangkat ! Nanti di tinggal sama yang lain” sahut Baga yang membawa makanan untuk di masukkan ke dalam bagasi mobil.
“iya…sabar dong. Aku lagi bawa yang lain. Baga .. kamu kok ribet banget sih !” Tanya Karin sambil mengelus-elus rambut panjangnya.

Mereka adalah sahabat dari kecil. Orang tua mereka mengharapkan kalau besar nanti akan di jodohkan. Nah lho! Memang sih mereka gak tahu apa yang di harapkan oleh orang tuanya.

“Ga.. setellin lagu kita dong ! biar semagat aja. Terus kamu sudaj bilang sama mama gak ? aku udah lho” Tanya lagi Karin sambil sibuk sendiri dengan pakaiannya.

“aduh bawelnya kamu. Nih dengerin aja. Eh yang lain pada tunngu di mana sih?” Tanya Baga kebingungan dengan keberadaan teman-temannya.

“kita jemput mereka di halte burry, Ga. Tadi aku dah telepon”
“ohh” jawab Baga singkat.

Saat nyampe di halte. Mereka bertemu teman-temanya.
“hai. .thanks yaa dah di jemput. Lha cuma berdua ja nih berangkatnya? Yang lain?” Tanya Bima.
“nyusul kok Bim. Makanya kita duluan aja. Eh sebenarnya tempatnya dimana sih?” Tanya balik Karin.

“di taman gitu deh tapi ada tempat duduknya kok. Berasa kayak di desa. Tempatnya terdapat di Depok” sahut Bima.
“oh..okeh lah” sahut Baga singkat.

Saat di perjalanan margo yang macet. Karin tertidur lelap karena kecapean mengurusi barang-barang bawaanya.

“Karin. Bangun dah nyampe nih !” Tanya Baga sambil menepuk pipi Karin pelan-pelan.

“gimana Ga? Dah bangun dia? Eh gue duluan yaa. Nanti gue kasih tau anak-anak kalau lo nyusul. Okeh !” Tanya Bima sambil membawa tasnya dan barang bawaan Baga dan Karin.

“yo. Nanti gue nyusul. Thanks Bim” jawabnya cepat.

Setelah 5 menit berlalu. Karin bangun dan dia kaget kalau Baga menunggunya sampai dia bangun tidur.

“aduh maaf yaa. Aku jadi bablas tidur nih ! yang lain pada kemana? Ayuk Ga ! kok malah senyum sih ? ada yang salah ?” Karin terbangun dan dia di liattin aneh oleh Baga.
“haha..gak kok Cuma lucu aja kamu tidur. Ya udah ayuk jalan. Sini barang mu biar aku bawa” jawabnya senyum.

Saat berjalan. Karin jadi bingung dengan kelakuan Baga. Tapi bagi Karin Baga adalah seseorang yang dia sayangin di dunia ini.

“heii, kalian lama amat sih? Kita-kita dah nunngu lama nih !” Javi yang rewel.
“iya. Maaf yaa. Bikin pada nunngu lama. Habisnya gue baru bangun tidur nih hehehe sekali lagi maaf yaa kawan !”

Acara di mulai dengan seruu ! Pastinya tak lupa untuk foto-foto bersama teman-teman.

“Ga. Kok lo ga ikut foto-foto sih? kan acara anak-anak tahu. Lo malah diam aja. Si Karin tuh ikut, masa lo nggak bro? Mang kenapa?” Tanya Dea duduk di sampingnya.

“ah. Anggak lah. Biar mereka-mereka aja. Gue duduk+datang aja sudah senang kok. Lo sendiri?” Tanya balik Baga sambil minum cocacola.

“gue. Udah kok. Lagian gue udah cape bergayanya hahaha… eh lo sama Karin pacaran yah?” Tanya Dea penasaran.

“ehmm.. gak malah gue sama dia sahabattan dari kecil. Kenapa Dey?”
“ah.. serius lo ! kok gue baru tahu Ga. Hmm mang lo ga punya rasa apa, ke Karin? Dia orangnya baik lho. Yaa secara kan lo bersahabattan kan udah lamaa” sahut Dea dengan basabasi.

“ada siih Dey, tapi gue malu. Kan gue belom pernah menyatakan pada cewek !” jawab Baga malu.

“HAAAH ! serius lo ! belom pernah. Ckckckck…yaah gue kira lo udah pernah gitu. Ya secara gue peratiin cewek-cewek di sekolah pada naksir lo Ga !.. ckckck kalo gitu gue Bantu lo yaa Ga. Untuk Karin gimana?” jawab Dea kaget dengan teriak. Tetapi orang di sekillilingnya melihatnya kaget.

“sssuuuuuhhhhh !!! duuh jangan keras-keras dong Dey. Kan gue jadi malu kalo sampe ada yang tahu. Okeh.. gue mau thanks yaa !” Baga mengacungkan jempol kanannya.

“hei.. kalian ada disini toh? Ayuk kita foto-foto bareng sama anak-anak. Terus kita pulang” sahut Karin semangat menarik tangan Baga dan Dea.

Mereka tertawa senang dengan acara reunian SMPnya di Jakarta Selatan.

Sebelum pulang Baga ingin mengatakan sesuatu ke Karin…

“kok…kita di bawa kesini siih? Mau ngomong apa Ga? Kayaknya seriius yaa?” Tanya Karin penasaran dengan dia di bawa ke suatu tempat.
“kamu masih ingat ga sama tempat ini?” Tanya Baga sambil menunjukkan.

“ehhmmm.. enggak ! memangnya ada apa dengan tempat ini?”

“kamu masih ingat nggak. Tentang surat pertama mu waktu kecil dari seseorang, yang pernah kamu bilang? Tahu gak dari siapa?”

“oiya.. surat itu. Aku masih simpen. Nih akuu selalu bawa surat ini dimana pun akuu pergi. Akuu sama sekali gak tahu penulis surat ini. Memang ada apa dengan surat ini?” Tanya Karin lebih penasaran lagi.

“sebenarnya… surat pertama mu itu. Penulisnya adalah akuu… “ sahut Baga gugup.

“oohh…ini adalah kamu penulis surat ini. Pantessan akuu berharap banget ingin ketemu sama orang yang nulis surat ini. Ternyata kamu Ga… benar-benar ga….” Sahut Karin malu.

“dengan tempat ini dulu kamu nangis dan akuu menghampiri dengan sehelai selampai. Kemudian kamu sangat suka dengan menggambar, saat itulah akuu meninggalkan surat di tas gambar kamu Rin. Dan itulah kita semakin berteman, rumah sekomplek dan anehnya sekelas pula. To the pointnya akuu suka kamu Rin… mau kah kamu jadi my girlfried???” Tanya Baga seriius.

Karin hanya bisa tersenyum saja dan di hatinya pun Karin juga suka dengan Baga.
Happy endingnya ….
Karin dan Baga menjadi pasangan yang dari “sahabat jadi cinta “

“waahh selamat yaa !!!” sahut Dea menghampiri dari belakang dengan kejutan dari teman-teman…..”cieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee”…………………..




By : Me :)

kangeeenn ...

maaf yaa blogg..akuu lupa cek in nih...
beberapa bulan ini akuu d umah bersama kk, adik, datuk, n my grandma.. huuff..mamapapa sedang ngelaksanain haji...
kangeen akuu sama mamapapa....

bener deh baru ngerasaiin seperti ini harus bisa mengerjakan sendiri ga da mama yg biasa ngomel, d nasehatti, d marahiin.....pi akuu kangeen sekali..


now lebaran kali ini kita ga kumpul bersama
yg penting kami selalu berdoa buat mamapapa d sana..smga menjalankan ibdahnya dgn baik n lancar kesehatan mamapapa moga" sehat selalu...
miss u mamapapa............................. ^^

my cerpen - Jangan panggil akuu Emily !!!

“Ella…. Tunggu gue dong! Jalan lo cepet banget sih kayak kereta tahu…” Tanya Rika sambil membawa buku dari perpustakaan. Ella menoleh berbalik, dia baru sadar kalau temannya memanggil di seberang yang tak terdengar oleh dia sendiri.
“yaa… ampun Rika! Maaf yaa jalan gue kayak kereta. Sini biar gue bantu bawaiin buku” sahut ku dengan wajah bersalah dan aku membawa sebagian buku biologi sebanyak 40 anak di kelasnya.
“Ella… lo kenapa sih jalan lo cepat-cepat gitu. Habisnya kayak orang mau buru-buru aja CKCKCKCKCKCK” tanyanya sambil berjalan menuju ke kelas.
“duuhh… maaf yaa gak tahu nih, tapi kata mama gue kayak kereta jalannya. Dan satu lagi gue di suruh jalan kayak cewek-cewek lainnya” jawab ku sambil berdesis.
“eehhmm.. maksud nyokap lo tuh harus berlagak seperti cewek feminim. Iya gue juga bingung sama lo lagian lo jalan yang bener napa? Lo kayak tokoh kartun yang memang aneh kayak….” Tanyanya sambil berfikir.
“kayak siapa maksud lo???” Tanya ku memotong.
“iiitttuu loh yang EMILY THE STRANGE masa lo gak tahu. Tuh kartun dah lama banget tahu tapi, walopun dah lama banget dia terkenal banget lohh..”
Di kelas mereka berdua membagikan buku yang akan di pelajarinya. Saking cintanya dengan pelajaran tersebut Ella membagikannya dengan cepat sedangkan Rika malah melihat temannya membagikan buku dengan terburu-buru.

Saat istirahat berlangsung mereka berkumpul dengan sahabatnya yaitu Rika, Stella, dan Bebby.
“Ella.. lo kenapa muka lo cemberut aja. Lagi bad mood yaa???” Tanya Bebby yang duduk di sampingnya sambil minum es mambo.
“yaa nih kayaknya hari ini ga tahu kenapa. Eh gue mau Tanya kalian jawab jujur yaa selama kita dah 3 tahun sahabatan. Emang jalan gue cepet yaa kayak kereta api???” Tanya ku sambil berbisik-bisik. Yap Ella ini orangnya memang agak sembrono dan dia paling suka warna hitam dan apalagi dia punya peliharaan kucing yang namanya sweetyku. Mereka bertiga tertawa kecil kalau Ella menanyakan seperti itu ke mereka.
“hah… maksud lo Emily gitu. Habisnya jalan lo lucu dan aneh. Lo masih ingat gak waktu kita pergi nonton lo malah jalan cepet duluan, lo masih ingat gak???” Tanya Stella.
“berarti lo dah pada tahu dong kalau gue jalannya cepet. Masa sih gue di bilang kayak Emily. Kalian nyebut gue Emily !!! gak-gak gue bukan Emily, gue Ella!!!” tanyaku sambil berdesis.
“loh kok pada ketawa sih, ada yang lucu. Ini bukan lucu tahu. Gue serius tahu!!!” Tanya ku sambil kesal.
“hahahaha… gaya lo memang yang dulu La.. gak pernah berubah” sahut mereka berbarengan.

“abang! Lo tumben jemput gue.. kenapa kak???” Tanya ku kaget dengan motor gedenya.
“dah cepet naik, tadi mama telepon kalau papa masuk ke rumah sakit. Dah jangan bengong ayo cepet naik. Kasihan mama di sana!”
Tanpa banyak kata Ella terdiam ketakutan kalau apa yang terjadi dengan papanya. Melihat mamanya duduk di ruang tunggu UGD yang sedang menangis. Ella menghampirinya tanpa buang waktu.
“mama…. Papa kenapa ma??? Aku khawatir mah…. Hiks..hiks..hiks..” Tanya ku sambil menangis dan memeluk mama.
“iya.. sayang papa mu kena struck. Mama juga tadi dapat telepon dari kantor papa, makanya mama di suruh kesini…” sahutnya sambil memeluk Ella di sampingnya. Kakanya juga menghampiri mereka berdua di ruang tunggu UGD. Sudah 4 jam mereka menunggu… begitupun kakaknya Ella bolak-balik jalan di depan pintu UGD. Dengan cemasnya, akhirnya dokter keluar dan respon dari mama pun beranjak dan menanyakan sauminya sambil menangis.
“bagaimana… dokter keadaannya??? Tanyanya dengan cemas.
“begini bu…, keadaan suami anda sekarang ini sedang kritis bu… jadi mohon atas doanya biar cepat di atasi bu mohon sabar yaa… ” jawab dokter yang memakai kacamata lalu pergi pamit sebentar untuk mengurusi pasien lain.
“mah.. sabar yaa mah… pasti papa baik-baik saja. Moga-moga papa di lindungin oleh Allah swt amien….” Tanya kakak Ella sambil memeluk mamanya.

“APA!!!... bokap lo masuk ke rumah sakit kena struck lo sabar yaa… sekarang lo di mana biar gue kesana sama yang lain” Tanya Rika terdengar di seberangan.
“gue ada di rumah sakit yang dulu itu. Yaa makasih yaa guys hiks..hiks..hiks” sahut ku sambil nangis.
“OK.. lo tunggu yaa..” klik tanda tutup telepon dari Rika. Hari sore hujan deras yang malang bagi keluarga Ella. Tertera jam di hp menunjukkan pukul jam 16.00. keadaan papa yang membuat mamanya shock, begitupun Ella dan kakanya yang tak tahan melihat mamanya.
“Ella…. “ Bebby memanggil… dari keluar lift. Mereka bertiga menghampirinya dan tak lupa menyapa mamanya Ella.
“tante.. sabar yaa!” Tanya Stella sambil memeluk dan mengusap punggungnya.
“yaa sayang.. makasih yaa” sahut mama sambil mengusap-usap air matanya.

Hujan masih membasahi bumi dengan deras. Ketika itu dokter menghampiri mereka dan kalau suaminya akan di pindahkan ke ruangan kelas 1 untuk menjalani terapi medis. 1 jam berlalu akhirnya papanya di pindahkan ke ruangan di lantai 8.
“La… besok lo masuk ga? Kalau kakak lo gak bisa nganter, biar gue pagi-pagi jemput lo yah?” Tanya Bebby yang duduk di sampingnya.
“gak usah Bebb.. biar gue temenin mama aja disini” Tanya ku lemah.
“Bebby lo jemput dia aja yaa.. gue gak bisa nganter dia ke sekolah.. lo bisa kan?” Tanya kakaknya Ella sambil menyambung pembicaraan. Bebby malah memberi senyuman kalau dia ingin mau.
“tapi, kak lo juga harus kuliah kaaaaann?” Tanya ku balik.
“gue lagi libur dek.. lebih baik lo sekolah aja. Lagipula lo kan baru masuk sekolah jadi biar gue yang temenin mama ok!” jawabnya semangat sambil mengusap-usap poni kudanya Ella. Ella hanya bisa terdiam tanpa banyak kata. Sudah larut malam Ella dan sahabatnya pamit dengan mama dan kakaknya. Saat keluar dari kamar pasien kakaknya hanya bisa tersenyum dan memberi semangat buat adeknya.
“besok gue jemput lo yaa…La daaaaahhhh” Tanya Bebby di kaca mobil. Lalu Ella membalas dengan senyuman dan mengunci pintu pagar. Berbalik jalan menuju pintu, dia di sambut oleh mbok Surti lalu memeluk Ella yang lemah dengan bagaikan anak tersayang.
“non.. gak apa-apa kan. Mbok khawatir aja, tadi mama enon telepon katanya non harus istirahat. Pasti non belom makan yaa non. Mbok sudah buatkan makanan kesukaan non” tanyanya sambil mengusap-usap bahu Ella. Yap dari pada nolak, Ella langsung mau makan karena mbok sudah tahu kalu dia lagi sedih pasti di buatkan makanan kesukaannya.
“dah mbok aku dah selesai makan, ya sudah aku ke atas dulu yaa mbok” sahut ku dengan lemas. Malamnya Ella tertidur pulas.

TOK-TOK….terdengar dari luar pintu kamarnya Ella.
“Ellaaaaa……. Bangun dong La, dah pagi nih cepet yaa gue tunggu di bawah” Tanya Bebby sambil teriak di seberang pintu kamar Ella. Tetapi Ella tidak membalas sahuttan temannya itu. 30 menit berlalu Ella langsung bangun kaget kalau dia hari ini sekolah. Dia mulai cemas dan buru-buru mandi takut kalau dia akan terlambat. Dengan buru-buru dia lupa sarapan.
“mbok Bebby mana mbok??? Tanya ku cemas.
“lah non tadi temen non dah berangkat duluan, dia kesini nunggu non bangun tapi, non gak bangun juga. Sudah di ketok-ketok pintu kamar non..eeehhh gak di jawab ama non sendiri” sahutnya kaget melihat Ella telat bangun.
“terus aku di tinggaliiin mbok??? Aaaaddddduuuuhhh aku berangkat sama siapa mbok?” Tanya ku desis gak karuan. Lalu mbok memberi uang 50.000 dari saku bajunya.
“ini non uang dari non Bebby, katanya kalau non telat pake uang ini aja untuk naik taksi” tanpa berfikir banyak Ella memgambil dan lalu pergi berangkat.

“huuuhh kalian jahat yaa. Awas nanti hufftttssss” Tanya ku di dalam hati yang kesal. Saat masuk kelas ternyata gurunya tak masuk. Untung saja Ella jalannya cepat. Di sampingnya Rika yang sibuk mencari pulpennya. Dia gak sadar kalau di sampingya Ella yang datang terlambat.
“eelllo La, baru datang bukannya lo bareng Bebby kkaaaannn???” Tanyanya kaget.
“enggak Ka, gue naik taksi. Dduhh jangan Tanya-tanya dulu yah gue males jawabnya” sahut ku desis sambil merapikan poni kuda ku. Rika hanya tertawa tipis melihat sahabatnya dengan gayanya yang sembrono.

“ayo La… temenin gue ke perpus yaa untuk mulangin buku nih…” tanyanya sambil bawa buku banyak.
“yaa cepet yaa… sini sisanya biar gue yang bawa bukunya”
“ooohhh iya nih thanks…”
“Ella… Ella lo tuh mirip kayak Emily yah CKCKCKCKCKCK…” tanyanya di dalam hati.
“Rika…. Lo kenapa ngelamun. Kok malah….”
“eeehhh…anuu duh maaf tadi gue ngelamun yaa… maaf-maaf”

“haaaii kak… kok kakak mirip sama Emily yaa.. aku ngefans lho hehe..” Tanya ade kelas sambil menyapa. Ella malah kaget kalau dia di bilang mirip dengan Emily. Sahabatnya sendiri malah tertawa kecil sambil bisik-bisik di sampingnya. Ella hanya bisa membalas senyuman ke ade kelas.
“puaasss lo sekarang tertawaiiin gue!! Huffftt. Terus juga lo kenapa Bebb… tinggalin gue, katanya lo mau jemput gue. Eeehh malah lo berangkat duluan lagi” Tanya ku dengan kesal.
“hehe iyaaaa maaff ya say.. habisnya gue dah nge-dor-dor pintu kamar lo tapi, gak di buka sama lo. Malahan pintu lo di kunci lagi. Mana bisa gue masuk…”
“ddaahh kalian jangan pada ribut… lagipula kann Ella lagi bad mood kalian dah tahu kann??” sahut Stella mendamaikannya.
“maaf kak..kakak yang namanya Emily yaaa?? Tadi pak kepsek cari kakak untuk menghadap. Ada berita penting!” Tanya ade kelas memakai kacamata lalu pergi. Ella malah semakin bingung dan takut kalau kepsek mencarinya. Padahal dia gak punya salah. Tanpa basa-basi dia pergi meninggalkan sahabatnya di kantin. Sahabatnya sendiri kaget dan buru-buru ikut ke kepsek untuk lebih jelasnya apa yang terjadi dengan sahabatnya.

“permisi pak…” Tanya ku
“ohh… kamu masuk nak..” sahut kepsek menyambutnya. Ella duduk di ruangan. Pak kepsek langsung memulai pembicaraan. Sedangkan Ella sendiri malah ketakutan.
“nak… tadi mama mu telepon dari rumah sakit katanya papa mu…???” Tanya kepsek dengan ragu-ragu.
“ada apa dengan papa saya pak???” sahut ku cepat.
“begini nak kamu harus terima kejadian ini….. papa kamu meninggal dunia tadi jam 08.00 karena struck”
“APA PAK… GAK MUNGKIN PAPA SAYA MENINGGAL!!!” sahut ku dengan tidak percaya.
“HAHH.. innalilahi wa’innalilahi roji’un…..” bisiknya sahabatnya yang menguping di jendela kepsek. Sahabatnya melihat-lihat kondisi Ella yang mulai lemah dan tak berdaya mendengarkan pengumuman itu. Langsung saja mereka bertiga masuk. Kepsek pun kaget kalau mereka sudah tahu dan mereka menjelaskan.
“maaf pak kami-kami gak sengaja menguping pembicaraan pak kepsek dan teman kami pak..” Tanya Stella mewakilkan pembicaraan. Ella menagis kejar dan tak tahan berdiri. Mereka di persilahkan untuk ke rumah Ella. Sekeliling kelas anak-anak melihat keadaan Ella yang menangis. Anak-anak kaget kalau apa yang terjadi oleh denganya yang keluar dari ruang kepsek.
“sabar ya La… kita-kita akan bantu lo..jangan down gitu La..”

“TIIIDDDDAAAAAKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” aku bangun dengan mimpi ku yang sangat aneh.
“non kenapa non..???” Tanya mbok sambil mengetok-ngetok pintu Ella.
Lalu Ella membuka pintunya dan langsung memeluk mbok dengan ketakutan. Ella bangun jam 5 pagi. Mbok sendiri malah bilang istigfar…untuk Ella.
“non mimpi buruk yaa non?” tanyanya mbok dengan melepas pelukannya.
“ga tau ni mbok, aku mimpi buruk banget ngeri!!! Banget mbok” Tanya ku dengan gugup.
“memang kamu mimpi apa non? Kok kelihatan ketakutan, cerita sama mbok non. Biar masalahnya cepet kelar”
“ee..anu mbok…” sahut ku dengan takut.
Setelah dia menceritakan semuanya. Mbok pun malah tertawa seakan-akan mimpinya itu hanya sebuah mimpi. Lalu Bebby menjemput Ella dan mereka berangkat sekolah.

“apa..lo mimpi kayak gitu, aneh lo semua itu kan hanya mimpi La. Jadi mendingan lo banyak berdoa buat papa lo, biar cepet sembuh. Jangan mikirin yang macem-macem deh. Gak baik tahu…” sahut Bebby tidak percaya sambil baca buku di perpustakaan. Setelah jam istirahat berlalu, ada seorang cewek yang dari tadi sudah membututi Ella dari belakang. Ella pun juga menyadari kalau dia di bututi oleh seseorang.
“guys.. dari tadi gue kayaknya di ikuti sama sesorang deehh??”
“mang sapa yang ngikuti lo dari belakang, kayaknya dari tadi gak ada orang tuh yang ngerasa aneh. Feling lo salah kali” sahut Luna sambil telengak-telenguk mencari seseorang yang aneh.
“La, may be perasaan lo ja ok” sahut Rika sambil menepuk pundak sahabatnya itu.
Setelah di pikir-pikir Ella percaya kata-kata sobatnya. Kemudian cewek si misterius itu masih membututi Ella di sekolah.
“La, setelah kejadian kemarin gaya lo ga pernah berubah yaa. Tetep aja gaya lo memang Emily banget yah hehehe…” sahut Rika sambil tertawa kecil.
“iiihhh, maksud lo ! gak lah masa gue di bilang Emily..CKCKCKCKCKCKCKCK mang dari penampilan gue ada yang sama gitu???” Tanya ku.
“yaa, menurut gue lo bener mirip Emily kok. Yaa masih mending lo di bilang Emily daripada apa gitu mau gak lo? Buktinya adek kelas nyapa lo dengan sebutan “Emily” dah menurut gue lo tuh banyak penggermanya deehh..” sahutnya dengan saran.
“aaaahhhh.. dasar lo!” sahut ku kesel.

“Ella..lo tadi di cariin tuh ma kepsek. Cepet gih nanti di tunggu lama pak kepsek” Tanya Tania memanggil di seberang pintu kelas dengan teriak.
“oh ok Tan…”
Tanpa berfikir panjang Ella jalan menuju ke ruang kepsek. Saat dia bertemu pak kepsek, Ella duduk dan siap mendengarkan pembicaraan dengan baik.
“nak, kamu bapak panggil ke sini karena ada hal penting yang harus kamu ketahui. Yadi bapak mendapatkan informasi bahwa…..” tanyanya
Ella sudah menduga bahwa berita ini pasti buruk. Sama seperti dengan mimpi buruknya. Ella memejamkan matanya seolah-olah tidak mau mendengarkannya.
“La, kamu kenapa? Bapak kasih tahu … selamat yaa cerpen kamu terpilih denagn juara 1 dan banyak peminat yang membaca cerpen mu di semua kalangan remaja. Bapak senag sekali” sahutnya bangga.
Lalu Ella membuka matanya dan dia tidak sangka kalau cerpenya menjadi juara 1 antar SMA. Ini membuat dugaannya meleset tidak seperti apa yang dia pikirkan selama ini.
“benar pak? Saya pemenangnya pak? Alhamdulliah” Tanya ku dengan tidak percaya.
“yaa kamu pemenangnya nak, sekali lagi selamat ya. Ini adalah uang sebesar Rp2.500.000 ini uang mu nak” kepsek memberi uang kepada Ella.
Tak di sangka kalau hobinya membawa kebanggaan dan masa depannya. Cepat-cepat dia ingin memberitahukan kepada sahabatnya dan orang tuanya.

“wwwaaaahhh.. selamat yaa!” sahut dari sahabatnya dengan senang.

Akhirnya papanya sudak mulai agak memabaik. Sementara itu Ella mendapatkan kejutan dari seorang cewek yang memang dia pernah di ikuti oleh cewek misteri. Ternyata cewek yang di anggap cewek misteri itu adalah teman masa waktu kecil Ella. Ella baru ingat kalau teman kecilnya itu bisa satu sekolah dengannya.
“kamu Cha… yang ikuti aku. Dikirain siapa, habisnya aku takut. Tapi aku seneng banget bisa ketemu kamu. Sudah 16 tahun kita gak pernah bertemu” Tanya ku sambil memeluk senang.
“iya.. maaf yaa bikin kamu ketakutan. Habisnya aku gak berani nyapa kamu takut salah panggil nantinya. Aku kangen banget juga sama kamu La… eh selamatnya kamu juara 1 nihh yeee..” sahutnya senang.
“yap makasih yaa Cha… eh aku kenalin ke teman-teman ku yah?”
Ella menghampiri sahabatnya yang sedang duduk di kantin.
“guys…. Kenalin teman kecil gue dulu nih..”
Mereka bertiga langsung menyapa senang. Kemudian mereka mengobrol tentang masa-masa Ella dan Chacha di waktu kecil. Tak lama 2 hari berlangsung mereka menjadi akrab dengan Chacha.
“Cha lo tau gak? Kan sih Ella di panggil Emily tahu sama ade kelasnya habisnya dari cara dia jalan, rambut berponi kuda, suka warna hitam dan semua anak di sini menganggap dia tuh Emily lho HIHIHIHIHI…” Tanya Bebby.
“oh.. masa sih dia di panggil begitu. Duh dasar tuh anak gak pernah berubah gayanya CKCKCKCKCKCKCK..”
“berarti lo tahu dong?” Tanya Bebby kaget.
“yap…tapi gue enjoy aja berteman sama dia”
Lalu Ella mendengar pembicaraan mereka berdua dengan wajah kesal.
“HEH GUE DENGER TAHU… JANGAN PANGGIL GUE EMILY TAHU!!!”
Mereka hanya bisa tertawa saja melihat ekspresi Ella yang celetuk.
“huhu dasar kau Ella…alias Emily! Hihihihi….^^”



By : me :)

my cerpen - My little love

Hai namaku Cilla Pricillia aku biasa dipanggil Cilla. Aku punya sahabat yang selalu setia menemaniku kemana saja, di saat suka dan duka. Luna Amellia dan Vierra Stevanny
kedua temanku ini selalu mendukung satu sama lain terutama bagi sahabatnya sendiri

yaitu aku.

“hai Cilla apa kabar nih ? gimana selama liburan ke jepang asyik kaaaaaannnnn ???” Luna menyapa dan memulai pembicaraan.

“huft. . . . liburan gue di jepang sih menyenangkan tapi gue sering makan mie mulu sih kan disana makanannya ikan mentah pakai cuka huft pokoknya makananya alami banget deh tapi kebanyakan orang jepang pintar-pintar kok jangan remehkan yaaa !” Cilla dengan wajah merah karena dengan terik matahari di jepang memang panas bukannya malah hitam jadi tambah putih agak merah.

“eh tumben cie bawa tissue biasanya gak bawa kenapa lo lagi biang keringat yah ?” Vierra meledek Cilla.

“kenapa heran yah liat gue bawa tissue ?”. kedua temannya tersenyum bisik bisik. Di saat mereka sedang mengobrol asyik tiba tiba suara riuh dari anak anak di taman sekolah…

“eh ada paan tuh kok pada ramai banget apa gak ketahuan tuh sama kepsek ?????” Vierra resah sendiri.

“ah … paling paling Cuma gengnya Pipit, jangan lo peratiin” Cilla merasa jengkel dengan keramaian anak anak paling paling ulahnya geng Pipit. Tetapi dugaan Cilla meleset ternyata itu Dimas si ketua osis yang memang suka ngelucu.
“ih… itukan Dimas mau ngapain tuh pasti lagi cari sensasi yaa namanya juga ketua osis..” Luna memperhatiaknnya.
“loh kok malah menuju ke kita sih mau ngapain tuh anak ? wah ada yang gak beres nih….” Vierra dan Luna malah ribet sambil menarik Cilla untuk pergi tapi Cilla malah diam di tempat duduk. Dimas muncul di hadapan Cilla dengan senyuman. Wajah Cilla jadi tambah merah dan berkeringat.

“ngapain lo kesini ? mau ngeledikin gue ?” Cilla dengan tampang jutek. Padahal Dimas ingin menyatakan perasaanya ke dia tapi suara riuh dari anak - anak sampai gossip itu sudah tersebar di sekolah.

“gue kesini bukan niat ledekin lo tapi…… gue ingin menyatakan perasaan gue ke elo…” adegan Dimas sambil memengang tangan Cilla. Suara teriakan anak anak

“TERIMA……TERIMA…..ayo Cilla TERIMA dong ! cieeeeeee……”.
“apa apaan lo semua pake rame segala deh pergi…..pergi….hush…hush…!!!!!!” Vierra melepas pegangan tangan dari Dimas dan ingin menyikir dari keramaian anak-anak dengan sewot !. “hhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu…..” sorakan dari anak - anak tetapi mereka tak pergi juga. “mau lo apa sih gue gak ngerti ?”. pas Dimas menyatakan perasaanya, Cilla menggaruk garuk tangannya dan wajahnya yang memerah seperti campak. Tiba tiba mata Cilla sudah membayang alias pusing dan dia terjatuh lalu pingsan karena kepanasan.
“ya ampun La bangun La jangan bikin kita panik!” Vieera dan Luna sangat cemas. Akhirnya Dimas mengangkat Cilla untuk di bawa ke UKS.
“ada apa ini kok ramai….!” Bu Dina menghampiri keramaian anak anak di taman sekolah.
“waaaaahhhhh kenapa tuh Cilla kok di bawa sama Dimas terus kok mukanya merah kayak pucat gitu?” Della berbicara sendiri. Sesampainya di rumah, Cilla bangun dan dia melihatt kalau Vieera dan Luna menemaninya sampai ia siuman.
“eh tadi gue kenapa? kok gue ada di rumah sih?” Cilla bangun dengan kebingungan kalau ada apa yang terjadi.
“tadi lo pingsan gitu yaaaaaa gara gara ada Dimas, terus tiba–tiba lo pingsan gitu dan wajah lo agak merah tau yaaa untung sih, yang bawa lo ke UKS dan bawa ke sini yaaaaaa Dimas……….. “ Vierra yang dengan cepatnya berbicara.
“duh lo kalo bicara jangan cepat – cepat dong kan kasihan dia baru siuman?” Luna memarahi Vierra.
“iya maap deh Vierra salah..”.
“ya udah gak apa – apa kok “ Cilla mensudahi pembicaraan mereka. Mamanya menghampiri mereka dan membawa makanan kecil.
“ini daripada kalian bengong makan yah, maaf tante gak bias ngasih semua…”. “gak apa apa kok tan…… malah ngerepotin.” Luna dan Vierra jadi tak enak dengan mamanya Cilla. Malamnya Cilla menge- cek Facebook di laptopnya dengan diam diam di kamarnya. Lalu ada 10 permintaan menjadi teman dan 3 pemberitahuan. “wah banyak sekali yang add gue, gue jadi penasaran….” Cilla terkejut dan langsung membukanya. Ternyata dari 10 temanya ada yang dari sepupu, bahkan kenalan dia juga ada di Jepang yaaa selama dia liburan di sana. Lainnya juga teman teman SD, SMP dan tak asing lagi Dimas….!.
“hah dia add gue! ya sudah gue konfirmasi” Cilla kaget dan dia membaca comment dari temannya. Cilla dah males membacanya di antaranya anak cowok yang sering nge- gombal. Sudah larut malam dia memainkan laptopnya, besok dia gak sekolah karena dokter memberi surat izin sakit selama 1 minggu. Paginya wajah Cilla masih memerah, mamanya selalu cemas dengan Cilla karena sakitnya belum hilang seperti campak tapi waktu dia pergi ke Jepang memang udara di sana cukup panas dan dia memakai pelembab yang tidak terkena matahari yaitu lah wajahnya memerah dan agak sedikit gatal.
“kamu lap lap badan aja dan sikat gigi” mamanya menyuruh Cilla dan merapikan tempat tidurnya. Saat Cilla masih di kamar mandi, hp berdering dan tertera di layar “Vierra memanggil”. Tapi sayangnya panggilan dari temanya tidak di jawab oleh Cilla.
“duh…. Kok gak di angkat sihhh…. Kemana ya tuh anak??” Luna mengomel – omel karena tak di angkat oleh Cilla.
“ kenapa Na… di angkat gak?” Tanya Vierra dengan penasaran.
“bagaimana mau di angkat, Cilla gak angkat tahu. Tuh anak lagi tidur kaliiii…atau gak pulang sekolah kita ke rumahnya aja” Tanya Luna dengan semangat.
“ya sudah lah gue ikut apa kata lo aja” sahut Vierra. “loh kok gak kasih tahu kalau mau kesini?” Tanya Cilla dengan kaget.
“habisnya di telepon gak di angkat. Mang lo tadi kemana kok gak di angkat?” Tanya Luna.
“oh,,,, maaf ya gue lupa tadi, gue lagi di kamar mandi dan pergi sama nyokap ke rumah sakit, jadi lupa bawa hp….” Sahut Cilla dengan memohon.
“iya….tak apa–apa gue kirain lo masih tidur makanya gue telepon habis kangen dengan gaya lo hahahahaahahaha..” Vierra sambil makan coklatnya Cilla. “huuuuuu dasar lo…” Cilla memberantakin rambutnya.
“eh, btw tadi si Dimas tanyaiin kabar lo terus gue bilang kabarnya baik–baik aja dan dia katanya ingin jenguk lo La?” Tanya Luna dengan ragu – ragu.
“serius lo…..masa dia Tanya begitu sama lo, wah ada yang gak beres nih ckckckckckck” sahut Cilla sambil menggelengkan kepalanya. Saat Cilla membuka facebooknya ternyata ada yang komen ke dinding Cilla yaitu Kevin Argami.
“hai, apa kabar nih… masih ingatkan sama gue teman SMP yang gue sering jahilin lo? Katanya lo sakit ya ? Sakit apa?” komen di facebook.
“hah…. Guys lo liat kan si Kevin, kok beda banget yah…” Cilla menanyakan kepada mereka berdua. Mereka berdua juga lihat histeris kalau Kevin sudah berubah gaya menjadi laki – laki sejati.
“wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…… dia keren yah, nggak nyangka dia seperti itu. Tapi kok bisa sih dia add lo La?” Tanya Vierra.
“ehm, gue juga nggak tahu mungkin dia liat yang lain” jawab Cilla dengan santai. Malamnya Cilla membuka facebook lagi. Saat membukanya di beranda banyak 10 permintaan menjadi teman dan 3 pemberitahuan. Cilla sendiri juga bingung. Setelah dia sudah mengkomfirmasi, di salah satu 10 teman itu ada Hendrik Alfahri yaitu teman SDnya dulu. Cilla nggak menyangka kalau teman SDnya bisa ketemu juga lewat dunia maya. Pada waktu jam 10 malam Cilla sudah mulai ngantuk dan capek ber online lewat facebook.
Paginya di sekolah, diam diam Dimas masuk ke kelas Cilla. Dia membawa surat lalu di masukkan ke dalam tasnya Cilla. Saat jam pelajaran di mulai, Cilla membuka tasnya. Di dalamnya dia mencari sebuah buku pelajaran tapi ternyata ada sebuah surat yang terselip di bukunya. Cilla mersa kaget kalau ada surat tersebut.
“kenapa lo La? Kayaknya lo mulai sakit lagi yah?” Tanya Luna dengan khawatir. “gak apa – apa kok Na, gue gak sakit cuma kaget aja masa di tas gue ada surat?” jawab Cilla dengan tidak yakin. Luna dan Vierra langsung membuka tas Cilla tapi saat mereka ribut guru yang mengajar juga terganggu.
“KALIAN !!! ada apa kok ribut? Tanya guru.
“oh.. maaf bu kami Cuma bercanda bu maaaffff bu kami janji tak akan mengulangi lagi? jawab Cilla. Gurunya juga mengerti dan mereka di maafkan. Jam istirahatnya merka bertiga tidak segan–segan membuka surat itu. Ternyata surat itu dari Dimas. Oh tidak! Cilla merasa kaget sekali kalau dia mnyatakan perasaanya ke Cilla alias di tembak!.
“ini orang masih zaman pakai surat–suratan ckckckckc” Tanya di hatinya Cilla. “Cilla lo kenapa bengong cih ckckckkckck masih mikirin surat ini. Lagi pula lo harus tunggu dari dia kalau dia memang ngajak ketemuan” Tanya Vierra. Cilla malah diam dan perkataan temannya memang ada benarnya. Apakah ini Cuma lelucon semata apa beneran. 2 hari kemudian Dimas menelpon Cilla untuk mengajak ketemuan di sebuah tempat. Cilla bingung mau bilang gimana nantinya ke Dimas. Padahal ini adalah cinta pertamanya Cilla. Sabtu Malam pukul 07.00 pm di Café. ini saatnya Dimas menyatakan perasaanya dengan cewek yang memang selamanya ini dia naksir berat lho.
“maaf ya La gue memang jadul pakai surat segala ke lo. Habis gue malu kalau di sekolah, cara gue kayak gini” Tanya Dimas dengan salah tingkah.
“oh gak apa-apa lagian lo tuh aneh aja yah. Sekarang kan ada sms, email, hp juga ckckck yah gue maklumin kok” jawab Cilla dengan salah tingkah juga. Dengan basa – basinya Dimas langsung memulai pembicaraan. Keringat bercucuran dari badan Dimas dan Cilla malah deg – degan menjawabnya.
“jadi………?” Tanya Dimas. “jadi apa?” jawab Cilla dengan bingung. “ehm, jadi gimana?” Tanya Dimas sekali lagi.
“ah, anu, eh, gue jadi malu jawabya hehehe?” jawab Cilla gugup.
“astaga dia juga malu nge-jawabnya dan gue sendiri juga malu nih. Semakin gue liat senyumannya yang manis, gue hampir terbang. Karena dia cantik sih duhhh dia memang………….?” Tanya di hatinya sambil ngelamun. Lalu saat Dimas melamun sambil memikirkan dia. Cilla memanggil Dimas yang sedang melamun. “hei, lo kenapa kok melamun sih?” Tanya Cilla dengan khawatir. Dimas pun memberi senyuman saja seolah–olah tidak ada yang terjadi. Sudah 2 jam di café. Cilla akhirnya juga bingung mau gimana menjawabnya.
“maaf ya gue gak bisa bilang hari ini bolehkan? pasti lo agak marah sama gue tapi gue janji di suatu saat nanti gue akan bilang ke lo nanti. Lo tahu kan perasaan seorang cewek itu harus memikirkan yang terbaik buat dia dan buat seseorang yang ingin menyatakan perasaanya begitu pun sebaliknya. Sekali lagi gue minta maaf banget tapi, gue hargai banget cara lo untuk ngajakin ketemuan di café ini gue suka kok” Tanya Cilla sambil tersenyum.
“iya, gue juga ngerti lo tuh belum siap untuk menjawabnya dan belum siap jadi pacar gue. Sudah jangan di pikirkan terlalu gimana, nanti lo sakit lagi Cuma mau jadi atau tidak. Ya ok gue tunggu kalau lo siap !” jawab Dimas dengan senyuman lagi. Saat pulang, mamanya juga respon ke Cilla tentang Dimas tuh orangnya bagaimana. Cilla pusing bagaimana caranya hatinya itu benar – benar dingin untuk menyegarkan perasaannya.
“wah, gimana La lo terima dia?” Tanya Luna sambil membaca majalah remaja. “belom Na! habis gue bingung mau jawab apa. Lo tahu kan di sana tuh gue sendirian tahu ! lo sebagai sobat gue gimana sih lo, lo berdua juga gak datang untuk nolongin gue buat jawab !” jawab Cilla dengan kesal.
“hohoho…. Iya deh maaf ya say! Habis kemarin gue juga gak tahu kalau keluarga gue mendadak pergi nonton, makanya gue ikut. Sekali lagi maaf ya La !” sahut Luna dengan senyuman.
“ya sudah gue akan bantu lo ke dia tapi, tinggal hati lo aja yang menerima apa tidak. Gue sih setuju–setuju aja asalkan lo bahagia dengan dia. Lo tahu kan TUHAN tuh maha adil bagi umatnya” tanya lagi Luna dengan nasehatnya.
“iya deh bu aku mengerti!” sahut Cilla dengan suara manis. Sorenya papanya Cilla baru pulang dari makasar karena selama 3 minggu kemarin papanya ada acara kantor dan sekalian mampir kerumah orang tuanya. Tak asing lagi papanya membawakan oleh – oleh dari makasar yaitu makanan ciri khasnya dan kesukaan Cilla. Yap jalang kotek namanya lucu dan bentuknya juga tak asing kok mirip dengan makanan di Jakarta.
“wwwaaahhh, papa banyak sekali bawainya buak adek kan?” Tanya Cilla dengan gembira dan yang di maksud adek adalah dia. Itu panggilan di rumah.
“pastinya sayang. opa dan oma mu nitip salam kangen” jawab papanya sambil membuka dasinya. Besoknya di sekolah Cilla dan temannya sedang membaca buku di perpustakaan. Di sana merka sedang asyik mengobrol tentang kemarin. Lalu Kevin menghampiri mereka bertiga sambil menyapa.
“haii… lagi baca buku nih. Tumben bu hehe…. “ Tanya Kevin sambil ngeledek. “hoooo.. ngapain lo gak ada angin tumben main ke perpus. What’s up?” jawab Cilla. “eh gue kesini mau kasih tahu aja. Ini kusus buat lo Cil?” sahut Kevin sambil mengambil buku Vierra. “kusus buat gue ! aahh pasti kerjaan lo dan geng lo. Pastinya tak salah lagi” sahut Cilla dengan tidak percaya.
“serius gue gak bohong kok. Malah gue kesini di suruh sama Dimas untuk ngajakin ketemuan tapi, pas pulang sekolah di tunngu yahhh !” Kevin langsung pergi tanpa basa-basi.
“eeehhh kok malah pergi sih gue belom sempat ngomong. Waduh gimana dong guys tolongin gue !. hah.. gue baru ingat kalau hari ini kan gue janji bakalan ngomong ke dia…..” sahut Cilla dengan penuh bingung. Vierra dan Luna malah membantu menenangkan Cilla dan memilirkan jalan keluarnya.
“ hhmm, emang lo pernah janji ke dia kalau mau bilang gitu?” Tanya Luna. Cilla malah mengangguk dengan tampang sedih. Mereka berdua malah bilang
“ADDDUUUUUHHH”.
“lo kenapa gak bilang dari kemarin-kemarin sih. Gue panik tahu!” desis Luna.
“ya maaf yah gue lupa soal itu. Habis kalian tak bisa di hubungin sih.. makanya gue bilang iya deh. Lagipula dia tuh udah mau nyerah gitu deh. Lo tahu kan kalau ada orang sedih gitu, gue gak tega” jawab Cilla dengan memohon.
“iya-iya deh gue tahu sifat lo kayak gitu, tapi kasihan kan dia tuh dah nunggu dari kemarin-kemarin. Masa lo gak ngerti perasaan dia sih CKCKCK” desis Luna.
“ok, maapin gue yah…. Kata-kata lo memang benar kok, tapi beri gue waktu dong, kan perasaan itu gak langsung jawab iya key” pintanya sambil mengusap-usap bahu temannya. Akhirnya Luna memberinya waktu dan besoknya Kevin datamg ke kelas Cilla.
“bagaimana La???” tanyanya sambil terseyum tipis. Cilla malah berfikir sejenak dan dia bilang beri waktu untuk menyatakannya. Lalu Kevin pergi dengan senyuman lagi.
“tadi dia ngapain tuh?” Tanya teman sebangkunya.
“oh dia Cuma nyampeiin pesan kok hoho…”sahutnya dengan tampang tidak ada yang terjadi.
“ooohhh, kirain apa habis dia kok malah senyum-senyum aja” tanyanya sambil mencari pulpenya. Saat istirahat Dimas bertemu dengan Cilla di perpustakaan. Mereka terdiam malu dan tak berani menyapa satu sama lain. Sekitar orang juga melihatnya dengan bersiul-siul. Suasana perpus malah jadi tempat berisik.
“HEEEIIII KALIAN LAGI NGAPAIN KOK MALAH JADI TEMPAT PASSSSAAAARRR !!!!” Bu Novi langsung marah dan mengusir sebagaian anak-anak yang berisik.
“siapa yang memulai menjadi pasar?”
“AYO… JAWAB ! SIAPA BIANG KELADINYA!!!” Bu novi benar-benar marah dan siap mengambil buku dosa, bagi yang melanggar tata tertib.
“ibu gak segan-segan akan membawa bagi siapa yang melanggar, akan di laporkan ke BP dan hukumannya di SKORS SELAMA 3 HARI!!!!!” anak-anak mulai takut dan Dimas menghampiri Bu Novi.
“saya bu yang membuat perpus menjadi berisik” pintanya sambil menundukkan kepalanya
“hem… kamu toh biang keladinya. Ok kamu ikut ke BP”
Suasana jadi tidak karuan anak-anak malah mengatakan ke Cilla “La, lo harus ikut ke BP” anak-anak mendukung kalau Dimas tidak bersalah. Sebagain anak-anak ikut dengan Cilla untuk memberi mohon. Sebenarnya yang salah adalah anak-anak yang menuju ke ruangan BP bersama Cilla.
“gimana La, dia gak salah kan??” Tanya Vierra sambil memegang bahu temannya.
“gue gak tahu, tadi gue di suruh keluar karena gue gak salah. Malah dia masih di sana. Gue takut banget kalau ada apa-apa sama dia” jawabnya dengan cemas. Saat bel pulang Cilla berdiri di depan kelas Dimas. Cilla berdiri sendirian tidak di temani oleh kedua sahabatnya itu. Salah satu cewek cantik, teman sekelas Dimas menghampirinya dengan menepuk bahunya sambil tersenyum lalu pergi. Cilla pun kaget dan dia ada di kelas sendirian. Cilla masuk dengan berjalan pelan. Dia melihat kalau Dimas sedang menundukkan kepalanya di meja tersebut. Cilla duduk di sampingnya.
“Dimas lo gak apa-apa kan, gue tahu pasti lo marah banget sama gue. Gue benar-benar minta maaf. Gue tahu…. Gue orangnya tuh gak tahu terima kasih sama orang yang selalu nolongin gue selama ini. Lo bangun dong gue benar-benar serius nih…” tanyanya sambil ketakutan dengan se-isi kelas yang sepi di sekolah. Cilla malah terbengong-bengong tanpa kata. Begitupun Dimas masih menundukkan kepalanya. Cilla mencoba membangunkannya tapi, tidak berhasil juga. Jam tangan Cilla menunjukkan pukul 14.30, ini sudah mulai sore. Dia baru ingat kalau dia harus pulang kerumah sebelum jan 15.00 karena oma dan opanya akan datang kerumah. Tanpa buang waktu Cilla langsung pergi tanpa mengucapkan selamat tinggal ke Dimas.
“lo… jangan pergi ! lo jangan tinggalin gue sendirian” Tanya Dimas terbangun sambil menarik tangan kanannya Cilla. Asli Cilla kaget banget dan dia merasakan kedinginan di tangannya dengan penuh erat. Dia menoleh ke Dimas dan dia duduk lagi.
“gue tahu… tapi ini bukan salah lo La.. pleasssss lo jangan tinggalin gue La..” dia memohon sambil memegang tangan Cilla. Cilla terdiam dan perasaan mendebar-debar di hatinya. Apakah ini cinta di hati kecilnya???. Dengan gugup dia benar-benar menemukan cinta di hatinya. Dia sadar betul kalau ada seseorang yang sangat sayang kepadanya. Dan seseorang itu ada di sampingnya. Tiba-tiba Dimas bangun lalu memeluk Cilla dengan erat. Yah adegan ini mirip yang di perankan oleh Gum Jun Pyo dan Gum Jan Di di serial drama korea Boys Before Flowers yang banyak di gemari oleh kalangan anak muda (remaja).
“gue minta maaf ya La… lo mau kan maaffin gue?” Tanyanya sambil memegang kedua tangan Cilla. Cilla mengangguk dengan tersenyum. “CIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE CO CWWEEESSSTT DEH !!!” teriakan dan tepuk tangan anak-anak telah mengagetkan Cilla. Ternyata ini idenya Dimas dan kawan-kawan termasuk Vierra dan Luna pun juga ikut.
“SUUPPRRISSE !!! La…” kedua sahabatnya menghampirinya lalu memberi sebuah pelukan TEMAN.


Endingnya Cilla dan Dimas jadian mereka yakin kalau pacaran ini pacaran yang sehat dan ThIS iS rEaL ThiS Is mE…… LOVE U…….. SARANG HE YO ! I will still love u… may be kata-kata ini membuatmu jadi nyaman dengannya………………………..@_@




by : me :)